Category Archives: musings

The Feels…

I have an exciting announcement… Collide is now available for purchase on Kobo! That means all of you lovely people who have been patiently waiting to purchase Collide on Kobo can do so! (You can also still purchase it on Amazon for Kindle). … Continue reading

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The Getting There

I’ve been kind of stuck in this awkward, weird, depressing, and almost painful limbo. All the things I want to do, I can’t…at least not right now. Which makes me feel kind of bummed out and a whole lot restless. … Continue reading

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I’m so….ratchet?

Yesterday, I sort of got into some Facebook drama. Unintentionally, but it happened. I was sitting in the waiting room of the x-ray department at the hospital we took Nolan to for his gastro issues (he needed an x-ray of … Continue reading

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Father’s Day/My Birthday

For as long as I can remember, I’ve shared my birthday with Father’s Day. I never minded, though…and I still don’t. How could I get mad about celebrating the amazing fathers in my life? I still get cake. Win/win, right? … Continue reading

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Happening Lately

Guess who came home a couple days early? Last Monday, I got a message from Matt’s boss telling me they managed to change the flight arrival time from the 15th at 11:38pm to the 13th at 11:38pm. I didn’t tell … Continue reading

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Strange Place

I have been in a strange place lately. Getting momentum and motivation to go about my day has become a challenge. I just want to sleep in. I’m sure, I hope that all parents have days like that…days where they … Continue reading

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The Dos and Don’ts of Talking to Disabled People

Upon first glance, people don’t often know that I have a disability. I “look” normal. A closer glance would reveal the odd quirks and features of my body. The way my arms and legs curve, the scars scattered across my … Continue reading

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Harder to Breathe

Today has been an…interesting day. I emphasized the word “interesting”, because I mean it’s difficult but I somehow feel…less…to confess that. But…it is difficult. Very difficult. I have been trying to keep myself busy and distracted…but the thoughts seep in … Continue reading

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On Competing

I suppose, in a couple ways, that it’s good to be competitive. It’s good to strive for more, to want more. It’s motivational to be competitive. But there are good ways to be competitive, and then there are bad ways … Continue reading

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Appointments & Adventures

Today I had my appointment at the Chronic Pain Clinic at Mount Sinai. The doctor I saw was really nice, and really helpful. We have a slight plan in place. I’m going to contact a closer hospital to me to … Continue reading

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