Tag Archives: Spoonies

At War (With My Body)

 I’ve always been at war with my body. The struggle to do all the things I want to do whilst not “over doing it” and causing additional pain to the chronic pain I feel daily has always been a … Continue reading

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Through the Pain Fog

Some days, it’s ridiculously difficult for me to move through the pain fog and focus on the things that I need to do and want to do. My limbs feel heavy and sore, my mind feels as if it’s encased … Continue reading

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Being the Bailer

I’ve done a lot this week. More than I usually allow myself to do. It’s not what I did so much as how many “spoons” those activities took away from me. On a good day, I waste the majority of … Continue reading

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To Suffer In Silence…

I am conflicted about how I handle my pain from day to day. I pat myself on the back on the days I don’t utter a complaint (out loud), but I also inwardly cringe. Am I setting a bad example … Continue reading

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