Scattered Thoughts

I’ve been a rather crap blogger lately, blogging basically only pictures of our day to day things…
I’m sorry for that. I used to write, actually write things. It’s hard to break away from the boys to write, and lately when I can I’ve been devoting time to a little writing project I’ve been working on…
A novel.
I’m excited about this little writing project of mine, but I’m not sure where it’s going to go…or how far I’ll get before I give up.
I know. It’s horrible, isn’t it? For someone who dreams of publishing a book, of holding that book in paperback or hardcover copy…I’m all over the place with my writing.
I have so many different ideas, and sometimes they cross over and then the stories have way too much going on.
For instance, I started writing a novel three days ago. Sent the first bit of the chapter to Elizabeth, then changed everything about it. I’m basically working on an entirely different novel, a different idea.
One that is difficult to write, but I want to write it. It’s about mothers with mental illnesses. 
I’m probably going to change everything about it again.
I suppose I can be thankful that I’m writing again, I’m dedicating time and energy to trying to bring my ideas and characters to life. 
I know Matt wants me to pursue writing. He wants me to follow my dream and he knows that my one consistent dream has been to become a writer, to publish a book and see my name in print.
So, here’s to getting even less sleep while I write more.
And I’m sorry for being so vacant here…
I’ll try to dedicate at least one post with deep substance and meaning each week. 
This counts, right?
(Just kidding)

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About J.C. Hannigan

25. Mother. Wife. Lover of words. Weaver of stories. My first book, Collide, is available in e-book for Amazon Kindle and Kobo.
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3 Responses to Scattered Thoughts

  1. It's totally okay to start a project and then start something else. It's how we learn how to write; if I hadn't stopped some of my older projects, I wouldn't have some of the newer ones that I'm more proud of. I found a story the other day — a second draft — that I last touched in 2008. While reading, I found elements that I unknowingly used in a story I wrote about two years ago — a story that I've been submitting because I know it's good enough to be published in a magazine. I'm now working on the older story because I now have the experience to help it become what it needs to be.

    There's also nothing wrong with changing things over and over in a story. Sometimes, it just isn't working. I recently changed a character's name three times before it finally felt right. I was then able to move forward with the piece. You'd think something that simple and small would be unimportant, but it is.

    You will figure it out. Just keep writing. I believe in you.

  2. Um… That second paragraph should end: “…but it is important.”

    I am such a dork.

  3. Follow your dream girl, make it a goal. I have faith in you.

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