Today I have been a hormonal, over-emotional mess. It’s just been one of those days and I’m very glad it’s coming to a close now. Yesterday was an amazing day, I kicked the shit out of it and felt great. But today? Woah buddy.
It wasn’t all bad, Nolan definitely made it worth while (even if he did act like a holy terror when I took him to the waterfront…holy crud that wasn’t fun).
Matt keeps telling me…there’s no use crying over spilt milk…and I’m trying not to fret about all the things I can’t change, all the stresses and things that aren’t going according to my plan but it’s hard. I’ve always been the kind of person who very much enjoys being in control and having everything planned out. When things don’t go according to plan, it makes me anxious and irritable.
I’d love to somehow be able to not freak out over all those little things I can’t change, but I really have no clue.
Tomorrow will be better, I know it will. I’m already starting to feel better now that I’ve crossed some of my chores off my to-do list.